"Yet you have a head of a Rennaise" She said. I have a head of "Rennaise", I have a head of Anna Karina, but who am I in all this. I don't know myself. It could be that I become really a Rennaise ? For perhaps a year, or two years, or I don't know how many light years. I don't know stay myself when there are other me around. But why ? It's fear. The fear of being devoured by others. An artist can be anything than egocentric ? What motivates the writer ? I really like this neighborhood of Ste Anne. There is a mini shining cosmonaut who has just passed front of me. I like these parents who let their children live their dreams full times. It's true that the world frightens me, I prefere to watch it like a painting, a moving picture, to the terrace of a cafe with my paper and my pen for comment it. Children are the greatest artists ever. They are the gods of their world. I could stay an eternity to contemplate this world moving, me, invisible statue in my cafe.

I tried a new recipe found on the lovely Clémence (Miss Lobster) blog : the Banana Cake! And it is quite tasty I must say.
Otherwise a strong urge to write lately, but so many ideas in mind that I do not know where to start ...
Probably a few short stories for children attentive and we will see for the masterpiece later.

See ya !

I had the pleasure of receiving a very nice letter from Isa Beniston (Gentle Thrills) full of originality, color and small treasures. This is a gift that makes my perky mood ! 

I thirst for reading right now ! At school we begin to study the poetry of Philip Jaccottet, but on my side are the words of Dickens that attract my attention. I only have English literature in the head right now. By the way, do you know why a raven is like a desktop ? :)

I received my summons to Rennes on April 27. I'm so scared and so excited!
Oh, this weekend my best friend Elina from Finland came to see me in Paris, I took lots of pictures with my film camera, look forward to developing this!
I also bought a new secondhand skirt. I want to bring it every day.

Sinon, Jeff de Bruges est dans la place, bienvenu aux cinq nouveaux petits kilos !

See ya !

I'm sick since two days. As my doctor said, it's the anxieties of my head that hit against my belly. I'm very very anxious these days. But finally, I'm happy because i found a lot of solutions based on : if I have my degree or not, and if I'm accepted to a school or not. I had to think about that because I just sent my application files to different universities I want to integrate. I sent four files instead of nine.

It's a bit because of that I developed my excess of stress. What am I going to become if none of these schools wants of me ? Fortunately for me, all is not lost : 

If I have my degree : 

- one of these four schools invites me to join and I move to Rennes, Nancy, la Roche-sur-Yon or Dijon.

- I'm taken in any school, so I'm leaving for England as an Au pair girl.

If I don't have my degree :

I move to Rennes To start all over again..

In brief, in every case next year I go away and I wait only for that.

Otherwise I sip a tea Apple-Cherry and I tell you see ya !

P.S : I sell stuff on eBay : alipikku.